to be honest, being away is tough. and feeling homesick is inevitable no matter how hard you try to distract yourself and keep yourself busy. praying helps. and not being alone all the time cooped up in your room all alone helps too. i guess i just have to get into the momentum again and try to get use to life here once more. its definitely not easy getting back on track after three months of vacation. but i know im stronger than this. everything is going to be alright.

thank you baby for helping me get through the past few days. i really dont know what i'd do without you. i know its going to be tougher and a hell lot more worse once assignments and tests come in. and seriously, the heat is draining me out. i feel like im perspiring 247. even right after a cold shower. this is seriously insane. its crazy hot here. im dyingggg. every morning i wake up and miss you even more baby. but every morning when i wake up, i'd tell myself that no matter how long more it seems till july, i know its still one day closer to being able to see you again. you may not know this but you're the motivation of my everyday here.

school's starting in a few days time. i hope time passes faster once lessons and tutorials begin.

sighhh. its going to be tougher. so i have to be stronger.