today was an exhausting lonely day.

bbdc in the morning for my final theory evaluation. OMG TOTALLY FAILED. seriously. passing mark was 45/50 and i did 42/50. its like three more to a damn pass. when i saw the word "FAILED" i was like what. so i went down to book another FTE slot and i thought maybe i should book some practices as well if not i'll just keep failing (even if its by a mere three questions). so yay i managed to book a practice session on wednesday followed by another FTE after the practice session. then walked to the bus stop. while waiting for the bus, i was thinking wah lao damn wasted trip this morning come all the way here just to fail. then an "omg im damn smart" kind of thought came in my head. I CAN RETAKE THE TEST NOW! so i rushed in to go see if there was any timings today. and tadah, there was another test slot available at 1045 which was like in five mins time. omg so no time to revise anymore. just went up went inside the same room sat down at the same place and started the test.

click click click. PASSED. yayy. i did a 45/50. just nice.

then 985-ed to cj and waited there for mr kam for like freaking two hours. zzz. just for some recommendation form thing for uni hostel application.

OAL after to submit forms. then a long long bus ride home which i dont quite remember anything about it cause i fell asleep heh. lunched alone at home at 5pm.

came home to watch UP! i know its an animated kids film but i find it so sad. like he'll do anything for his wife, even though she's already dead. its like an aww/sad kind of film. maybe i'll watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs tonight.


BOUNTY HUNTER ANYONE?

i miss picking up the phone and calling you whenever i want to.

from lyanne's blog:


"A boy posed a challenge to his girlfriend to live a day without him. No communications at all and he said that if she passed it, he’ll love her forever. The girl agreed. She didn’t text or call him the whole day, without knowing that her boyfriend had only 24 hours to live because he’s suffering from cancer. She excitedly went to her boyfriend’s house the next day. Tears fell as she saw her boyfriend lying in the coffin with a note on the side saying, “You did it, baby. Now, can you do it everyday? I love you.”

denial.

im starting to feel all ): already and one day hasnt even passed yet. i really thought i'll be fine. but its starting to get to me. i can feel it. im just going to keep myself occupied with driving and movies and glee and studying for FTT and my university stuff. but what happens after i finish watching those movies/glee or when FTE/FTT is over and all my uni stuff(s) are settled? what then.

this is fepressing.

KOPED.

bb's enlisting tomorrow. ):

monday.

driving in the morning. practiced more on slopes and hazards on the road. then lunch at bb's place and prawning after. we've mastered the technique of prawning already! caught like 26 prawns. yay so proud of us.

tuesday.

the plan was suppose to be a stay home tuesday. g and i were supposed to go cycling in the morning then waffles for breakfast and rent movies to watch in the afternoon and dinner at my place. but. in the end we were too lazy to go cycling. and i thought maple syrup was too expensive to get with my own money. heh im so cheapskate i know right. so we had lunch at my place then kickass with carl and rachel. omg awesome show. i feel like i can watch it again. super love hit girl. if i were lesbian, i'd go for her. ( hahah baby i love you dont worry. ) then dinner at adam's with ben and maris. stingray sambal sotong nasi lemak prawn mee. then got a tub of milo ping pong at island after. l4d2 after. hahah so fun. no headache this time. (:

wednesday.

woke up damn late againnn. i should learn how to use my alarm clock. no. i should learn how to wake up when my alarm rings. ran. met bb for lunch at wendy's. i think the food there is good. the chicken nuggets esp. different from macs but goooood. ion after. found out yuhua's working at TWG. met shihui for free icecream at swensens! ramen dinner at tampopo with shihui and aloysius after. i think we cant take pictures without laughing. hahahhh. will post pictures soon.

thursday's going to be driving in the morning and paintball with T15 after.
and friday's will be lunch at cj and ying's birthday dinner at TGIF.


goodnight.
glee here i come.

wildhoney.

pictures from a long long time back.

so driving yesterday. learned u-turn and moving off on a slope. SCAR-RY. my very first u turn was a disaster seriously. i didnt turn enough and my car was taking up three lanes of the main road. and i panic-ed and let go of everything. so the car stalled in the middle of the main road. ohmeGodzx. and on the slope too. i thought like pulling up the handbrake means the car will stay put. but i didnt realise that if the slope is really damn steep, the car will still roll back even if the hand brake is on. gravity duh nicole! to sum it all up, i stalled seven times. instructor wasnt impressed.

today. one for one lunch at swensens with T15 and friends. plus sundaes as well and complimentary double scoop icecreams. pooled after. then l4d2. damn bad jam on the way home.

AND WHY HASNT MELBOURNE ACCEPTED ME YET!!!! >:(
faiti lah come on.

okay quick update.

helped glenn at his dad's canteen in the morning.
met mike gwen aaron bjorn wilson after.
bowling at marina.
daytona after. damn fun!
special wednesday offer of one for one at frolick.
chomp chomp for dinner.
carrot cake.
chicken wings.
satay.
hokkien mee.
bbq stingray.
sugarcane with lime. x2
o-lua. (yknow the egg with osyters thing)
cockles.
$10 each.
damn full.
homed.


driving early tomorrow. going to learn u-turn.
goodnight.

tuesday wednesday thursday were stay home days for me. stay home = watching twenty episodes of gossip girl. i just finised the threesome episode. damn gross. seems like there's alot of people who're sick too. but im better. (:

and i cant believe i totally forgot i had driving lesson on tuesday. im so mad at myself. sixty dollars just wasted like that. then again, i was sick.

OKAY I HAVE DRIVING LESSON TOMORROW AT 9.50AM. i better remember.

oh oh and i've been complaining alot lately about my aching back + neck. so my mummy made an appointment for me to see a physiotherapist tomorrow. hahah. i just realised the ending of physiotherapist has the word rapist. anyway i hope the person will go easy on me. i heard the massages they give are chao pain.

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENA AND RESA. RESA AND RENA. okay everyone says it rena and resa. why not resa and rena. cause rena came out first right. hahah i dont know if you guys will be reading this, but i hope you both are doing well and studying hard. i might see you guys in a few months time if im going there to study.

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all the words above are real words. you can check the dictionary.