God, where're you. i need you now.

my sister had tuition today and she ended at 6.30. so i decided to be nice/helpful by texting my mom to ask if she wanted me to go fetch her so that she wont have to rush back from work. when she came home at 5.30,

me: did you get my text? i can go fetch sha if you're too tired. then you can just rest later.
her: im very busy! how to read your sms?! (in an annoyed tone)
me: so how? i can go pick her up later since im going jogging now anyway.
her: no need lah i fetch her myself. dont distrub me lah go away. (in an even more annoyed tone)
me: IM NOT DISTURBING YOU! IM TRYING TO HELP YOU!

and i just went out of the house.

i understand that she's damn stress and had to rush to my sister's school for parent teacher meeting after work and all. but. seriously. i dont see how any of it is my fault.

and when i came back, my dad starting scolding me. so obviously my mom complained about me. apparently she didnt like it when i shouted at her. (see above, my last line)

him: nicole! doesnt mean you text someone means the person is with their phone and can reply you straight away. (i did try calling her first before i texted okay. twice.) she's very stressed+busy, so can you just back off and give her some space.

WHAT THE FUCK SERIOUSLY. im sorry im swearing its really unlike me to swear. but seriously. i was just trying to help right.

sometimes i feel that its really good that im going overseas soon. i dont see how scolding = a form of parent-child communication. i just dont want to leave my sister all alone to get all the scolding + venting of anger + blaming from them.

i really need my brother now.

my head feels so heavy. :/

like everytime i stand up i feel like im going to faint anytime. (okay i know i sound damn dramatic/exaggerated) and it keeps giving me the damn drowsy/sleepy feeling.

i think its cause im not used to waking up early. like i usually wake up at ten/eleven plus. but recently, thursday i woke up at 6, friday at 7, saturday at 6, sunday at 7 and monday at 7! and today i woke up at 8. i dont care tomorrow im going to wake up at 10. but its cause the house behind my house is doing some renovation and they start work at 8. so all the banging/hammering/drilling wakes me up. eee i dont like.

or maybe its cause i dont have enough sugar in my blood. i cant really remember when's the last time i had something sweet. the last chocolate i had was dark chocolate and the last icecream i had was coffee. and the last soft drink i had was half a cup of coke at ikea (because there was free drink, i really think ikea should have more variety of drinks. instead of just ice lemon tea, coke and sprite, how about green tea!)

oh maybe its just due to the driving simulator yesterday. my instructor was asking me if i was okay while driving yesterday cause i didnt look so well (cause my head was seriously damn pain) and he told me last time someone went for the driving simulator and had headache for a week! i was like ya right.

okay im going to take some panadol now. and maybe some yogurt. (not frozen thou ): ) if i get the liquid kind of yogurt from supermarket and put it in the freezer will it become frozen like yami that kind? hahah im so rubbish.

maybe my head's just heavy cause i just have so much on my mind.

just shut up.

God, help me be more patient.

I HAVE GOOD NEWS!

or at least i think its good news.

every year there's two semesters. february to june and july to november. and since i'll be living in a hostel, the rental fees dont include the months which i wont be schooling. which means that from mid june to mid july and from end november to early february, i wont be staying in the hostel. they charge additional rental fee of $50 a day! and if im going to stay in the hostel during holiday period, it'll probably add up to like 105 days of extra charge which is 105 times $50 equals $5250!! so my daddy says its too expensive and so i'll have to come back to singapore during my holiday period. yay! and since perth is so near singapore (as compared to melbourne) its okay for me to come back often. (: im so happy.

this means that in a year, i'll be back from end november till early february and from mid june to mid july. so in a year, i'll be spending approximately only 8 months in perth and 4 months in singapore! yay this is great. (:

oh and i went for a driving simulator session today before my driving lesson. omg it gave me such a bad headache. its like some racing car computer game kind of thing. damn headache. same feeling after i play l4d2. couldnt really concentrate throughout my driving lesson after.

im going to take an afternoon nap now. goodnight.

I PASSED MY FTT ON THURSDAY! yay. if only the test results showed the score. the girl who was seated beside me did the test like really really quickly. like click click click and submit and go. but when she left i looked over to her screen and i saw "FAILED" omg i was damn scared at that time. like better check properly before i submit. cause i failed my first fte attempt. but yay i passed. (:

met vanna aly and johui at holland v for lunch after. everything with fries. im going to try the salmon the next time i eat there. i like how you can choose your fries from a variety of seasonings. like sour cream and onion or salt and pepper etc cant remember whats the rest. and you can even choose the cut: shoestring or straight cut. shoestring is like macs kind.

OH TALKING ABOUT MACS RIGHT, yknow the macs at tanglin mall closed down right. omg guess whats going to replace that!!! NANDOS!!! omg yayyyyy. its a chicken place. like kfc that kind but the chicken is not fried. its grilled/bbq-ed kind. the sauce is really good. thats if its the same as the one i've eaten in australia. and i like their cob of corn too. but its quite spicy, so if you cant really take chilli, then maybe you wont enjoy it. here's the website if you have no clue what im talking about. http://www.nandos.com/ i think the website is damn cute.
okay anyway, back to everything with fries. since it was late (like three something) we decided not to eat so much and share. so vanna and i shared the pork cutlet burger/sandwich and alyssa and jo had the salmon.

then we had nutella tart for dessert. abit too mousse-ish for me. like yknow after you eat alot of it you'll tend to get sick of it. there's a word for it but i dont know how to spell it. but looks good right.

i love you guys. vanna alyssa and johui. (:

then dinner in town after with family.

friday was holland v again with shihui jen and ariel. ying couldnt make it. ): we had set lunch ($16.80++) at a place called mykii. it was okay lah. the fish was really good. but portion wise, abit on the small side. and the staff there kept dropping things. like three times! something broke too.

had daily scoop after. $2 junior's own. i love coffee icecream (: and jen bought this huge slice of cake. it looks damn good.

jen and ariel left. then shihui and i went to provence. we felt damn full so we decided to walk home. hahah! i love walks with her. and i love the fact that we live so near each other. (:

i was contemplating whether or not to go pasir ris to pick baby up after. but in the end i decided not to. cause my parents werent having dinner at home then if i went, my sister would be eating alone. but baby suprised me by coming over in the night! ahhh so sweet even though i told him not to. i love you glenn. (:

saturday was spent with glenn. met him for lunch at ikea. we had salmon and meatballs and chicken wings. and omg saw tan jek suan and sandra tan there with their kids. plus alex kwee was there too! and marcus and georgina. and my cousins told me they were there too. this is a small world. or rather, small singapore. these pictures werent from saturday.

then while we were out, glenn's sargent called him to tell him that his bunk mate has dengue and he has to report in for guard duty in place of his bunk mate. i was like WHAT. so he had to take the 11 ferry back. i hate army lah. always steal my boyfriend away. so we didnt have enough time to go for dinner at holland v cause he needed to go home to pack and change and everything. so we went for mass and back to his place for dinner. guard duty for him means that he cant really sleep through the whole sunday night (tonight). cause they do guard duty in shifts of two hours. and he has ntu interview on monday morning somemore. and he hasnt even prepared! baby always says "army = suck thumb". so sunday was spent with family.

recently, everyone's been telling me so many secrets. its like lets say person A tells you a secret and says you cant tell person B, then person B also tells you a secret and says you cant tell person A. but if person B knows person A's secret, then person B might want to tell person A his/her secret. ah this is confusing. and i just cant stop thinking about it. and whats worse is that i cant tell anyone!! or at least i cant tell the people who would be affected by it. and what if a secret is like something bad.

okay i know. its like lets say person A and person B are good friends. then person B has a boyfriend/girlfriend. (THIS IS JUST AN EXAMPLE, NONE OF THIS IS TRUE) but they just broke up. and person B doesnt want to tell anyone just yet. then person A made a photo album or bought something or planned something for person B and his/her bf/gf for lets say their anniversary. then person A tells me "eh i bought/made/planned this for person B, going to suprise him/her" and person B tells me "i just broke up with my bf/gf". then its like if person A suprises person B with whatever it is right, then wouldnt person B feel worse.

okay that was just an example. im just trying to say im not sure if i should tell person A what person B told me. so that person B wont "give person A the suprise" anymore.

anyway, i feel like person A has the right to know the secret person B told me. im so troubled.

ah i shall just go to sleep and stop thinking about all this. i'll tell when the time is right.

anyway, there are things/events to look forward to next week!

majong at jen's house on wednesday. and baby's booking out on thursday! and many many moreeeee. (:

i've alot of my mind recently. am worrying too much. thus the frequent headaches.

from alyssa's blog.

43 Things a Girl wishes her Other half knew,
#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.
#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.
#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.
#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.
#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.
#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.
#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.
#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
#13 When she’s scared, protect her.
#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
#25 Don’t let her have the last word.
#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.
#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.
#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.
#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
#33 Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.
#34 Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.
#35 Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.
#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
#37 Let her into your world.
#38 Let her wear your clothes.
#39 When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her.
#40 Let her know she’s important.
#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.
#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”
#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

45 Lessons by Regina Brett, 90 years old

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words ''In five years, will this matter?".
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

i feel like playing mahjong now. if only i was a stay home tai tai, will call my other tai tai friends to come over to play.

i feel like having some yami yogurt now. its been a really long time since my last one. i feel like getting the take home cup size. omg im greedy.

and i dont like it when my friends are sick. aloy and vanna. get well quickly please!

okay bye. i miss glenn already. and its only monday.

HAHAHHAH!! (to above picture)

i've been eating damn alot of nonsense lately. okay maybe only friday and saturday. what i had the whole saturday wasnt even like proper meals at all. and plus nothing of what i ate contain veggies at all! chwee kuay and curry puff in the morning potato croquette tori-q and bubble tea for lunch and chips and slasa for dinner. omg this has to stop. its seriously damn unhealthy. actually we (g and i ) decided to get a light lunch cause we thought we'd be having dinner with his classmates, but in the end we didnt and ended up at chilis at tanglin. and we ordered chips+salsa+some beef sauce thing and chicken pasta. the chips made us so full and by the time the pasta came, we were quite full already (but the chicken was damn good). half way eating glenn found a strand of hair in the pasta! okay i know it seems like there's always hair in our food but we seriously didnt put it there! it was like a short strand. and my hair's quite long and g has no hair so we decided to reject it as in like take it off the bill kind of thing. hahah so dinner was only ten something. but damn unhealthy! maybe i should go on a veggy diet for a day. then i'll feel better.

and friday wasnt any better either. macs in the morning. dimsum for lunch. and fat boyz (some burger place at thompson/thomson) for dinner. no veggies too. ):

saw shihui and jerome! (: and g and j had so much to talk about? and since glenn went in army he keeps talking in short form and sometimes even with a bit of mat (malay) accent. ee dont like. only lazy people use short form. unless its like things like psle or cjc. things like that. like people know what psle stands for. but like db? bet you didnt know its dentention barracks. hahah okay whatever.

g's booking in today. so im going to start looking forward to next friday! (:

driving tomorrow morning with shihui!

this one's for you vanna, since you're so stressed. (:

a teacher decided to take her bad mood out on her class of children and so said, "can everyone who thinks they're stupid, stand up!". after a few seconds, just one child slowly stood up. the teacher turned to the child and said, "do you think you're stupid?" "no..." replied the child, "...but i hate to see you standing there all by yourself."


did you hear about the man who was proud when he completed a jigsaw within thirty minutes, because it said "5-6 years" on the box?


an idiot was walking along a river, when he spied another idiot on the other side of the river. the first idiot yelled to the second idiot: "how do i get to the other side?" the second idiot responded immediately: "you're already on the other side!"


sherlock holmes and dr watson were going camping. they pitched their tent under the stars and went to sleep. sometime in the middle of the night, holmes woke watson up and said, "watson, look up at the stars, and tell me what you see." watson replied, "i see a millions and millions of stars." holmes said: "and what do you deduce from that?" watson replied: "well, if there are millions of stars, and if even a few of those have planets, its quite likely there are some planets like earth out there. and if there are a few planets like earth out there, there might also be life." and holmes said: "watson! you idiot! it means that somebody stole our tent."


an elderly couple had dinner at another couple's house, and after eating, the wives left the table and went into the kitchen. the two elderly gentlemen were talking, and one said: "last night, we went out to a new restaurant, and it was really great. i would recommend it very highly." the other man said: "what was the name of the restaurant?" the first man thought and thought and finally say: "what is the name of that flower you give to someone you love? you know... the one that is red ad has thorns." "do you mean a rose?" "yes," the man said. he then turned towards the kitchen and yelled: " rose, whats the name of that restaurant we went to last night?"


a man in his late sixties suspects that his wife is going deaf, so he decides to test her hearing. he stands on the opposite side of the living room from her and asks: "can you hear me?" no answer. he moves halfway across the room towards her and asks: "can you hear me now?" no answer. he moves and stands right beside her and says: "can you hear me now?" she replies: "for the third time, yes!"


there were two cows in the field. one said: "moo!" the other one said: "hey! i was going to say that!"


a guy goes to the doctor and has a checkup. at the end of the examination, he turns to the doctor and asks how long he has left to live. the doctor replies, "ten." the guy looks confused, and says, "ten what? years? months? weeks?" the doctor replies, "nine, eight, seven...."


two hunters were out in the woods when one of them collaspes. he doesnt seem to be breathing and his eyes are glazed. the other guy whips out his phone and calls the emergency services. he gasps, "my friend is dead! what can i do?" the operator says, "calm down. i can help. first, lets make sure that he's really dead." there is silence, then a shot is heard. back on the phone, the guy says, "okay, he's dead, now what do i do next?"

had a great day with shihui yesterday! everything was decided very last minute. soup spoon for lunch. im going to try the souper saver meal next time. or souper something meal. i think its more worth it. shihui got highlights on her fringe and i went to pierce my ear for the second time cause my second hole closed last time. i really hope there's no infection this time. THE BACK UP PLAN after. funny movie! i couldnt stop laughing when she was trying to get in the cab cause her dress was too tight. hahahha! AND I WANT TO WATCH SHUTTER ISLAND. heard its good.

AND DONT BE STRESSED ANYMORE OKAY VANNA! you know my number, im just a call away. (:


yayy baby's coming back tomorrow :D
excited.

you used to care a whole lot more.
now, you just switch off your phone and fall asleep.

why being sick sux ttm.

i hate not being able to taste anything. especially if its something i like or/and high in calories. then its not even worth the calories if there's zero satisfaction. then i might as well eat all the super healthy things which taste disgusting. like brussel sprouts or something. stupid stupid coldsorethroatfeverphlegmcoughblockednose.

i hate not being able to exercise. >:( then everyday is just lie in bed and grow fat. ter. or sit in front of the computer and ass grows bigger. omg i wish there was this magic pill that can make me better instantly.

i hate not being able to meet my friends tomorrow. ): duhfwoeufhewjknefsiufsh. this is damn frustrating.


I HATE YOU FLU. GET OUT OF MY LIFE. NOW!

what's so great about C?
to each their own i guess.

did some quiz on fb (found it through sh's fb page) on what colour best represents you or something.


You are blue! You are a deep, sensitive (they asked me to pick a word(s) to describe myself in the quiz, and i chose one with the word sensitive inside) dreamer. You are usually laid back and calm, though, like an ocean, you can kick up a good storm, too! You are probably a daydreamer, who has his/her head in the clouds. You love spending time with your friends (who doesnt?), and probably just go with whatever they want to do (you're a go with the flow type of person, just like water!). You are emotionally inclined (again they asked me to pick a word(s) to describe myself in the quiz, and i chose one with the word emotional inside) - unlike reds, who feel passionately and intensely, you feel things deeply and strongly. You are extremely loyal, and your friends can always count on you to be there for them (who doesnt want to hear that). Blues are almost always very ( "almost" dipicts not fully/not 100% but "always" and "very" means 100% all the time and extreme and sureness. thus the oxymoron "almost always very" makes you think that you're intelligent since they're two positive extreme words distracting you from the one negative word (almost) before them) intelligent, and they strive for perfection in many areas. You may tend to beat yourself up for your imperfections (everyone strives to be the best they can what). Other people admire you and strive to be like you, (sure anot? i wont know this for a fact) but you probably have a hard time understanding why. You can be light and fun at times, and other times deep and introverted. It just depends on your mood. Sometimes you throw people off with your random changes in disposition, but your friends love you anyways. You can be a very wise (notice they used the word "very"(an extreme word to emphasize sureness and confirmation) after the words "can be" (which means maybe/unsureness/perhaps/has potential but no guarantee), in other words, using a positive word to distract you from the negative word(s) before the positive word), intellectual person, but you have to pull yourself up out of your own thoughts first! You, in a nutshell: Deep, emotional, wise, loyal, slightly moody, feeling, sensitive, supportive, intelligent. BLUE!


pink words: what i think
red words: words that makes the statement a "sitting on the fence" kind of statement


what im trying to say is that, most of the information (supposedly predicting what colour represents me best) are facts. like they're just describing whatever phrases/metophors related to the colour blue. and im sure everyone has a sensitive side or an emotional side. these things dont really predict anything. they just tell you one thing, and say oh but sometimes/on the other hand/however, you may also be like this. and they use many decieving words (red words) to make you think that thats the kind of person you actually are. truthfully, i agree with what they're saying but then again, i think i'll agree with what they say about all the other colours because i think everyone has a different colour representing them at different points in their lives, in different situations.


THEN AGAIN, THATS JUST ONLY WHAT I THINK.

my back, my head, my heart

hurts.

AM FEELING TERRIBLY SICK. ):
and no i dont think its love sick. i actually dont believe in love sickness.

anyway, since im already confirm going to perth to study, should i go for NUS interview this saturday? plus my first choice was psychology fass, but the dean of faculty of science wants to interview me. means what, i didnt get my first choice? and an interview is 25 mins. ): i dont think i can handle 25 mins of questioning. plus if they're going to ask me anything about current affairs im confirm not going to get in. my knowledge on current affairs is zero. i dont even have a clue why the red shirts people are protesting in bangkok. i think its bangkok. and i think thats how bangkok is spelt. nicole you're such a loser.


ah whatever im too tired to think. doctor later.

today's one of those days. where i get up at nine, and feel like my body's glued to the bed, so i go back to sleep and wake up at twelve. and once you wake up late, your body will feel really sleepy the whole day. so i fell asleep again at three and woke up and six. no wonder today felt like it passed by so quickly. but then again, my head feels terrible. and i feel like sleeping = fats. so maybe i'll go run later. should i? fats say yes, tired body says no.


had lunch at ikea on monday with vanna and shihui! (: i really didnt know what i've been missing my whole life. ikea meatballs!! ah super love them. taste so so good. but i think the jam shouldnt be there. its like the tweety bird on the fox tshirt. (inside joke) i think both shihui and vanna are the funniest people ever. hahah cant stop laughing/smiling when im with them.

tuesday was spent with kathleen koh. havent seen her in a really long time. far east chicken rice and yami yogurt. (: plus i got a f21 dress. yay havent shopped in awhile.

was supposed to plan something today. but. wkdcjhsfhwaseoifchbds;iuh.


WHAT DO YOU DO TO PREVENT YOURSELF FROM SLEEPING WHEN YOU'RE FEELING SO DROWSY AND TIRED? SOMEONE HELP. i know there's sleeping tablets. but are there tablets to keep you awake?

today when i was down and feeling blue
i sat down and stared at pictures of you
i miss your company and being around you
i miss the way you pout when you say "baby i need you"
i want back those days before army when we used to have so much fun
i want to be near you so that i can kiss and hug you whenever i want
i miss your smell, i miss your touch
i want you to know that i miss you so much
i cant imagine my life without you
i really dont know what i would do
you never fail to make me smile on the inside
and im at my happiest when you're by my side
i really hope you're eating and sleeping well
and that they're not giving you hell
every night i wait so eagerly for your call
but some nights you dont even call at all
i'll try to find things to distract me for the next eleven days
to prevent myself from thinking too much about you while you're away
i really need you in my life
and i promise i'll make a good wife
we'll have five kids who will bring us joy and laughter
and we'll live happily ever after
today when i was down and feeling blue
i told myself that im going to marry you.

IM SERIOUSLY FREAKING PISSED OFF. today is the 1st of may and today i took the bus to town. went up the bus and tapped. but. machine didnt accept my card. i was so sure i just topped up yesterday (ten bucks) so i tapped again (which attracted the bus driver's attention with the stupid tit tit tit sound) and he saw the screen saying something like go to some ATS or ATO or somewhere lah i dont remember. then he was like, your card is expired im going to have to take it away from you (all this in chinese by the way which i could only make out part of it since my chinese is so bad). for that moment i was just shocked. like wts how can you just take my card away just like that!! then he gave me some slip of paper which said "your card has been retained, call this hotline after five working days". then i was like BUT I HAVE MONEY INSIDE! he said something in chinese which i didnt understand at all. i said HUH. then he repeated and i said HUH again and he repeated again (frustratedly). okay whatever. in times of emergency, use chinese. so i was like DAN SHI WO DE KAR LI MIAN YOU QIAN! then he said call that number and they'll tell me how to get back my money.

at that point of time i didnt really think much about it. like okay lo i suppose everyone has to return their cards sooner or later. but then after i alighted (i kinda missed my stop cause i was still in such shock) i was thinking SHIT NO MORE STUDENT DISCOUNTS! NO MORE SIX DOLLAR MOVIE TICKETS AND CHEAPER PRICED BUFFETS! this is damn pangsai man.

i know i keep saying i want to grow up faster and reach 21 faster but i still want the privilleges of a student. after all IM STILL 18 OKAY.

met gwen and rachel for shopping dinner l4d2 and bounty hunter. good movie. i'd give it a maybe 3.5 upon 5. or maybe if i wasnt so pissed off now, a 4.

i want my card back. eohewofuhjfwsojhfdo;i.

whatever lah goodnight.