who am i kidding. its inevitable for things to change with time. whether its 5 hours or 5 months. i kept thinking that everything was still the same, or at least it was going to be like how it was. rubbish. change was all along there, right in front of me waiting for me to realise its presence. priorities change. your importance to people change. people become busy. people become busier. people judge more. people dont bother. people talk less. people dont talk at all.
i just have so much on my mind, so many things i need to rant about. but no one to rant them all to. why should i bother people with my problems. they're mine after all.
im just glad that family is a constant in my life. they're people who scold me because they know whats best for me. they dont judge. they make time when they have no time. they're direct and open and say whatever thats on their mind even if it hurts hearing it. they respond and not ignore. they talk and not argue.
cant wait for the 19th when my brother gets back.
cant remember the last time we had a full family meal.
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