BLISTER, BCM, HOCKEY AND DRIVING

today was my first driving lesson. i have to admit that i was like really freaking out while driving. like omg omg im not in my lane or like im going to bang some other car or something. and its quite confusing with three pedals to control all at the same time. its like whenever a gear is engaged, the clutch pedal has to be down. then when you want to move, you have to press down on the accelerator pedal and slowly release the clutch pedal. and if you want to stop, you must press down the clutch pedal then release the accelerator pedal and then press the brake. and you have to do all this in like a few seconds. super multi tasking! and the accelerator pedal and brake are both very sensitive. like you press a bit only it'll move/brake very fast/hard. my instructor was like wah you keep braking so hard, lucky i havent had my dinner yet. and somemore like when im reaching a turning or if the car in front of me stops very suddenly, i'll panic and start going like omg omg what to do now how to stop how to stop. i think i scared my instuctor. but he's really very patient and nice. but overall, my first lesson was really fun, i enjoyed it alot. but abit scary though. lets hope the next lesson will be better.


and by the looks of it, i dont think my results qualify me to study in singapore in a course that i want/like. as in i do qualify to study in singapore but just maybe i wont be able to get into the course that i want to. so i guess studying overseas will be my plan B. probably melbourne u or u of adelaide or u of western australia. and i'll be studying overseas for five years if not more. ): not that im extrememly unhappy about studying overseas. i am however glad that im fortunate enough to be able to and that i'll be able to at least study in a course that i want/like. baby, if you're reading this, i promise i wont forget about you throughout the five years there. we'll be fine, i know we will. (: so anyway, im so busy these days finding out about studying overseas. i have to call so many people, make appointments, read all the prospectus and websites. headache headache. i dont have time for myself anymore!! not even half an hour to watch spongebob squarepants okay. this is baddd. but i told myself after As that i have this much time to play till results come out and i have to think about university and everything and i wont really have much time after. so i guess i was prepared for this.


and glenn's enlisting soon. ): 49 days left with him. and he still keeps working. so minus his working days would be about 30 days. i dont like. baby if you continue working, i wont friend you anymore. heh.


okay bye. it was just another manic mondayyyyyyy.